sacrifices.

2009-08-12T18:58:00.002+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE, i have movedddddddd! :D
http://turnmyinsides-out.tumblr.com/

2009-08-12T17:48:00.006+08:00

i have a headache thanks to art.
i'm covered in paint thanks to art.
i hate art.

tomorrow tomorrow TOMORROW!
UP with beee after school! :D

anyway.. check this out! hahaha
[okay too bad, the video is too big,
but go to youtube and search:
'sheeps in LED lights'.
its so cute. hahaha!]

2009-08-11T17:20:00.003+08:00

bestfriend and i have come to a conclusion.

GUYS TWITCH IN THEIR SLEEP.

2009-08-10T21:46:00.002+08:00

cliftontan just sent you a nudge.
cliftontan says:
i'm so nice, i go look for you
http://www.watch-movies-links.net/movies/up/
kimberly C♥ says:
no time to watch now la.
haha
cliftontan says:
eh at least say thank you baby clifton
:/
kimberly C♥ says:
i wanna watch in the cinemaaaaa.
cliftontan says:
k lorz
kimberly C♥ says:
THANKS YOU CLIFTY
cliftontan says:
WHERE'S THE BABY OMG
:/
kimberly C♥ says:
i'm not gonna say it. hahahaa
cliftontan says:
k lor
/quit

I WANNA WATCH UP RIGHT NOW NOW NOW ):

2009-08-10T20:48:00.004+08:00

HELLO.
we missed the fireworks yesterday -.-
thanks to STEVE LOH. stupid idiot.
told him it was at 8pm!
he had to insist that it was 9pm -.-"
squeezed with everyone for nothing -.-
okay, i should stop giving that face. haha!
i still had fun with bee and bestfriend though.
anyway, today i had a good lunch. yumyum.
crystal jade at vivo city. haha
yeah, anyway, check this video out.

BY THE WAY SL,
IF YOU WERE WONDERING WHY I HATE YOU,
MY BOYFRIEND IS NOT BLIND, I CHECKED.
SO IF YOU DONT LIKE ME, TOO BAD!
THAT DOESNT MEAN NO ONE ELSE DOES.
FU.

2009-08-08T22:35:00.001+08:00

teehee♥
i like these 3 days.

anyway, this morning was crap.
it felt like this:

2009-08-08T10:48:00.000+08:00

home=hotel.
So not where the heart is.
Enough said.
Goodbye.

2009-08-05T17:14:00.003+08:00

can i get a surprise? please?

hello. science prac was horrible today.
mass practice till 8pm tomorrow. fml.
I WANT MY CAP'N CRUNCH/WAFFLE CRISP!
ugh.

So if you wanna burn yourself REMEMBER THAT I LOVE YOU
And if you wanna cut yourself REMEMBER THAT I LOVE YOU
And if you wanna kill yourself REMEMBER THAT I LOVE YOU
Call me up before your dead, we can make some plans instead

We won't stop until somebody calls the cops
And even then we'll start again and just pretend that
Nothing ever happened

We're just dancing, we're just hugging,
Singing, screaming, kissing, tugging
On the sleeve of how it used to be...

ANYONE ELSE BUT YOU.
Paulie: You're a part time lover and a full time friend
The monkey on you're back is the latest trend

Juno: Here is the church and here is the steeple
We sure are cute for two ugly people
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Paulie: We both have shiny happy fits of rage
You want more fans, I want more stage
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Juno: You are always trying to keep it real
I'm in love with how you feel
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Paulie: I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Adam: The pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive me
So why can't, you forgive me?
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Both:
Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu du
I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else but you

2009-08-04T21:41:00.004+08:00

Sacrifice is the true measure of love.

hello blogger,
i'm tired. goodnight.

and wtf,
i saw SL at boarders today.

STEFAN JUST CALLED ME!
SO COOL. HAHA! HE'S BOOKING OUT ON THURSDAY!
AND HE'S COMING FOR AMPLIFY ON FRIDAY! WOOO! :D

2009-08-03T21:53:00.001+08:00

HELLO BABE, JEANETTE, DEBRA, TIMOTHY TAN!
i hate SL.

2009-08-03T18:12:00.003+08:00

HELLO, yesterday as i was walking my dog,
i came up with a things to look out for cause i was bored.

list of things to look out for when walking a dog:

uneven road.
drains.
suspicious looking people.
junctions(when idiotic drivers dont signal).
other dogs(especially big ones).
construction workers/sites(at night when you cant see them).
cars(while messaging/your dog is too busy sniffing/peeing).
bricks(those not stuck to the ground/just for display, dont step).
poop(not my dogs, inconsiderate people who dont clear).
MOST IMPORTANTLY, CATS(cause they scratch).

alright, 4 more days to the end of the week. hahaha!
yes its a long way more, but wtheck.
tuition tonight. math/physics. BYEEE! :D

2009-08-02T18:54:00.001+08:00

http://turnmyinsides-out.blogspot.com/

2009-08-02T17:11:00.006+08:00

one word for saturday:

HARDCOREZXZX(HXC)

hello, sorry i havent been updating.
haha dint really have the chance to use the computer.
so thursday, mum dint tell me she took leave.
so she was at home -.- anyway, marius came over.
went to video ezy to borrow NARNIA PRINCE CASPIAN.
the show was horrid. so freakin boring. no idea what was going on.
so anyway, after that we went to potong pasir for dinner.
and i followed him to the studio for band prac with the others.
stayed there for a while then cabbed home cause it was late.
haha friday, passed quickly, thank god. haha
came home, bathed and left the house to meet marius.
went to csc, stonned, did some math, went for dinner, AMPLIFY!
haha left early and went to PP(jea, dont say anything -.-)
:D hahaha then took 74 with them and went home!
SATURDAY. stayed home in the morning.
did some work, bathed and left home early.
went to marius's house and then for the concert at st anthony's.
as i said, saturday was HXC so no explanation needed. ty.
TODAY. mass+cat class, finally. haha after 4/5 weeks? =/
heh, left cat class early for the 50th year celebration thing.
had no idea what was going on so left early too. haha
went to chij olgc for some carnical/flea market.
bought a dress and a skirt :D yay, new clothes! hahaha
and i'm home now. waiting for jea to call so we can BLADE.
havent bladed in a long long time. heh.
okay, we're not going blading anymore -.-
damn, its monday tomorrow.
i hope the week passes really fast! ):
cause i have to stay back EVERYDAY this week.
oh the joy -.- alright, ciao! :D

ps, this song just hit me,
SMOTHER ME- the used
Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Surely you can take some comfort
Knowing that you're mine
Just hold me tight, lay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time

I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?

Let me be the one who never leaves
You all alone
I hold my breath and lose the feeling
That I'm on my own
Hold me too tight stay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time

I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?

When I'm alone time goes so slow
I need you here with me
and how my mistakes have made
Your heart break
Still I need you here with me
Baby I'm here

Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?

Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?

Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time

Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time

Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time

Let me be the one who calls you baby
The one who calls you baby

just now during mass, i was just thanking god for everything that has happened in my life, the things he put in my life, and of course, the people. i felt so thankful just now, but i dint know where to start cause there was so much i wanted to thank him for. so i said a simple 'thank you'. i think he knows what i wanted to say, and what i was thankful for, cause honestly, this all feels like a dream. i think i'm gonna make a blog for how thankful i am or something. yay.

2009-07-29T20:37:00.002+08:00

hello fairy god daughter,
I am blogging from my phone since i cant use the computer. Haha
Well, i just got home not long ago thanks to mass rehearsals which ended an hour late.
some people just dont know how/when to shut up and cooperate.
Until someone cries, then they realise how much noise they're making.
Anyway, tomorrow is gonna be a sucky day cause there's gonna be two periods of geog, and i haven't done her homework -.-
And of course, there's accounts to make it way worse.
Followed by math test after school. But after school's gonna be great!
Haha i cant wait. And i probably wont have time to blog tomorrow,
So HAPPY SECOND MONTH BEEE!
Haha yep, that's about it. Phone's giving me a little trouble,
So pardon any spelling mistakes/anything.
bye bye fairy god daughter,
What was your wish again? Haha

this time next year,
lets be laughing together.

2009-07-28T17:05:00.004+08:00

If you're too busy to spend time with God, then you're simply too busy.

hello,
i'm tired.
One thing i've learnt at art today:
PALLETS ARE FOR KIDS.
quoted from mr sam lim. Haha
i think i know what i want for my birthday.

since its too expensive for me to afford.

2009-07-27T16:24:00.004+08:00

kiss me under the stars,under water&in the rain.
this is an understatement.

hello there people of townsville,
do you want to fly kites with me on this fine fine day?
although it is pouring on the other side of the walls,
i hope the kites will stay up in the air,
where no harm can be done to you/anyone else.
unless an aeroplane decides to crash into you,
then i'm terribly sorry.
there's nothing much i can do since its pouring.
i have a choice of studying, but i'd rather not.
i've always wondered what it'd be like to kiss in the rain.
hmm..
i'm getting wet from the rain.
the wind is too strong and drips and drops of water is coming in.
my phone just rang, wonder who it is.. hmm.
i shall answer it later.
in the mean time..

As droplets hit your face,
the sky's an angry grey,
You can't help but wonder,
"What's wrong with today?
Who's angry, or scared, or crying and sad?
What is it that makes the sky so mad?

Well the truth is, my dear, there's no way to know that truth.
Unless, of course, it involves you.
But i will tell you this, believe it or not,
The sky has feelings too, and they can rage white hot.
The sky can love, hate, be in pain,
and this is the reason, i think, for the rain.

It's not just crying, or in pain too,
but just a powerful emotion running through.
It can be anything, even real calm,
and the rain is an expression, a card in its palm.
And expression will be here, even when all else is gone.

So the next time you keep strong emotion at bay,
just look to the sky, and think of the rain.
And no matter what, remember to be real.
Real as the ocean, as the moon as the trees,
Real as the rain, if you know what that means.

goodbye townsville,
you have the powerpuff girls now.

TODAY'S CHEEZY LINE:
Babe, your beauty makes the morning sun look like the dull glimmer of the moon.

2009-07-26T15:49:00.001+08:00

i hate the feeling of wanting to cry every minute.

2009-07-26T13:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTY MARILOU!

hey fuzzy.
okay, yesterday started off badly,
but ended off awesome.
i left the house like super early cause i dint wanna be home.
went to macs with jea to eat shaker fries. haha! yay, its back.
then went to tampines to meet marius, but he was late as usual.
was still uber pissed off at everything and him being late,
dint make it any better -.- was kinda pissed off to start with.
but after a while, idk, maybe its just him, but i felt much better.
somehow he knows how to cheer me up. haha
walked around tampines one and century square,
then off to expo mrt to meet the other amplifiers.
went to hall 9 to line up at 4ish. so many people o.o hahaha
went in and did a lot of nonsense. haha was super fidgety.
probably excited or something. first concert in my life. haha
the whole concert was just awesome. ahahah
and and and omgosh, IGGY&JOSIE ARE ENGAGED! :D
congratssss. teehee, so happy for them! :D
JEA, SHHHH. dont tell your class uh. haha!
haha anyway, got home quite late so dint go for cat class.
and havent gone for mass as well. haha! going tonight luh.
there goes another week, and i still havent learnt anything.
fml fml fml fml fml fml fml fml fml fml fml fml fml fml fml.
there's bloody school tomorrow. fml.

b, i wish i could see you one more time.

2009-07-25T11:36:00.003+08:00

i swear life is so f-ed up right now.
my mum seriously hates me ttm. everything i say, she'll scream at me. she hasnt given me money for a week and i have no money at all. i left school early yesterday cause i wasnt feeling well but had no money to cab home so i had to borrow from miss yip. my dad gave me $50 to see the doctor but i dint see the doctor cause i need the money to eat. she treats my dog better than me and i swear she's wishing she dint stop taking birth conrtol pills. i miss my brother cause whenever he's around, she doesnt scold me. so she has a bad day and can scream at me, but when i have a bad day, i cant do anything cause she'll scream at me. wtf man. fml ttm. i'm getting out of the house. my day is f-ing spoilt and today's suppose to be a good day because i'm going for the HILLSONGS CONCERT. f it, i dont feel like going anymore.

aunty marilou(marius's mum):

PARENTS NEVER HATE THEIR CHILDREN, TRUST ME ON THIS.

yeah, sure thing.

put a knife in me and i'll believe it.

2009-07-21T15:29:00.003+08:00

Every problem is an opportunity to trust God.

~~i wish i could say the same.~~

hello to all chinese, malays, indians and eurasians.
happy racial harmony day to you.
today lessons were as per normal.
i think i'm pms-ing cause everything is annoying me.
my f-ing neighbour opp and beside me are having construction,
and its giving me a headache. i cant hear myself and i wanna scream.
i'm really really tired but i cant take a nap thanks to them.
the drilling is driving me crazy and idk what to do.
even if i studied, i'll probably rip all my hair out.
i'm hungry cause i havent eaten lunch and probably will not.
life's been so f-ed up recently, and and.
i cant even complete my sentence.
forget it, immout.
i'm gonna knock my head on the wall.
i hope the tsunami really happens tomorrow.
we shall all die and go to heaven/hell together.
see you there.

if the tunami really happens tomorrow,
that'll mean this is my last blog post.
and that'll mean i dint make it home.
so thank you streetbaskinsummerheat,
for everything. ily.

2009-07-20T16:01:00.004+08:00

Dear Mr Sandman,
i'm tired ):
so, i had an awesomeawesome* weekend.
quoted from bestfriends blog :D hahaha!
same reasons as her. JSKM FTW!
friday went to grand uncle's funeral ceremony thing.
was quite an experience =/ second time apparently,
but i cant remember the first cause i was too young.
the whole ceremony ended quite late, 1130ish?
was so freakin tired luh. haha walking around and all.
saturday was the funeral. them being buddhist was weird.
cause we catholics/christians dont hold funerals like theirs.
and everything was just so different. haha marius came along.
i think he was bored to death sitting there watching us,
kneel sit stand bow kneel sit stand bow -.- haha
the whole cremation and all ended at about 4ish?
went home to bathe and went to ikea with him :D
omgosh, one lesson learnt. NEVER go to ikea on weekends.
its so freakishly crowded and there's no place to sit.
and this nice lady with her family let us sit with them :D
yay! haha had a good dinner+hotdog bun, yumyum.
he sent me halfway home cause my dad came to pick me up.
sunday morning, dint go for cat class =/ haha!
marius came to SFX for mass, he was late -.-
but never mind, not entirely his fault. stupid 136. haha!
kay anyway, after mass went to stefan's house!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO! :D
and he shaved his head in front of us. haha
winston shaved it for him, cause he's going army on friday!
so gonna miss him. haha and stef doesnt look bad with no hair.
kay, so after stef's place, we all went to LOVE THE WORLD!
stef and the rest played there. and it was stef's last gig.
left at 9ish thanks to school. marius sent me home halfway.
hahaha cause my dad came to pick me up again.
crashed on my bed cause i was so tired.
waited for marius to call for a while, then went to sleep.
school passed quite fast today, thank God. haha
tomorrow is racial harmony day! my last one.
idk if i'm gonna dress up. still thinking about it. haha
damn, i have CHINESE tuition tonight. listening compre can -.-
waste my time. haha kay i think i've blogged enough.
goodnight sandman,
stop putting sand in my eyes.

p.s, this song's been stuck in my head the whole day.
the distance-oliver james
The sky has lost its color
The sun has turned to grey
At least that’s how it feels to me
Whenever you’re away

I crawl up in the corner
To watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time you’re coming back

(chorus)
I can’t take the distance
I can’t take the miles
I can’t take the time until I next see you smile
I can’t take the distance
I’m not ashamed
That with every breath I take I’m calling your name
I can’t take the distance

I still believe my feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you’re close to me
But it ain’t close enough
Not nearly close enough

(chorus)

I’d breathe fire and I’d be free
To be by your side, I’d do anything
I can’t take the distance

I will go the distance
I will go the miles
That’s how much you mean to me

(chorus)

2009-07-16T15:55:00.004+08:00

For the word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart.
Hebrews 4:12

hello bumble beee,
i liked yesterday a hell lot. haha
school wasnt good but after that was.
i shant elaborate :D hahaha
today. today today today.. hmm..
omg tomorrow is FRIDAY! :D
but i'm not going for amplify ):
well, i cant. boooo. haha but no choice.
i have to go for my grand uncle's
funeral ritual thing? idk what it is,
but i have to be there. haha
tomorrow will be the last day,
and saturday will be the cremation.
which means i cant go for HARRY POTTER.
dammit. with amplify some more luh.
forget it, my like is just sad remember. haha
alright, immout.
bye bumble bee, dont sting me.

this is hilarious: (HAHAHA)
you want to do math? Let's add a bed, subtract your clothes, divide your legs and multiply!

2009-07-14T15:52:00.003+08:00

The dreams of your future have no room for the devastations of your past.

HELLO EARTHLINGS,
i just had a haircut! :D
something from the hairstylist:
'THIS IS AN EXAMPLE OF HEALTHY HAIR!'
woooo. hahaha! but it doenst look much different =/
its just a little shorter, and the fringe is short.
haha, so anyway, i feel like poop-ing.
but i shall blog first! JY told us to use proper english.
so i shall try doing it here cause she said so.

okay, i just sat here and stonned cause i dint know how to start.
so i think i shouldn't cause i'd end up not blogging. hahaha!
i liked last night a lot, a lot a lot :D had so much fun. hahah
right bee? :D i think its just cause i dint know how to feel,
after everything just happened at one time, like BOOOOM.
at a total complete lost, i dont know how/what to feel.
what to do/what i should do. so i just went crazy. CRAZY.
and its actually quite fun. explains marius. hahahaha!

example of last night:
*talk talk talk talk
me: oh yeah bee, are you tired?
bee: no la, why?
me: cause you've been running through my mind all day.
bee: *silence. HAHAHA CHEEEEEZZZZYYYY!

then there was the:
me: bee, i got something to tell you(in a very serious tone)
bee: yeah sure, what's up(suddenly very serious)
me: err, actually never mind la. nothing nothing.
bee: aye tell me. what what?
me: nothing nothing really.
bee: TELL ME!
me: dont want later you sad.(controlling my laughter)
bee: you better tell me or i'm not going to talk to you!
me: huh.. okay okay i tell you.(wanting to laugh so much)
bee: okay good, so what's up?(still very serious)
me: aiya dont want la, NEVER MINDDDD!
bee: wl, just tell me la. what what what!
*and this went on for a good 5 mins.
me: okay okay i tell you. I'M PREGNANT(and bursts out laughing)
bee: *silence-------------------------------
me: bee?(still laughing)
me: beeeeeeee? woi.
bee: WAAAAAA. *spasms. hahahahahahahah!

hahahaa seriously, bee is so cute! :D

thank you bee, for always being there for me.

for times like these when idk what to do/how to feel,

you cheer me up x 1 000 000 000 000. ily bee (:

well, he said me bring crazy was better than me crying.
so, wtheck. hahaha! wheeeeee!
alright, i got to go take a shower and prepare to leave.
going for my grand uncle's wake.
(ps, i still dont know how i should be feeling)
alright, tata earthlings.
please stop littering. ty.

2009-07-13T19:21:00.001+08:00

my grand uncle just passed away.
my dad strained his back muscle.
so much for everything ~~good~~.

2009-07-13T16:17:00.007+08:00

dear albi,
if i could be Jesus for just one hour,
i'd make sure i come down to earth
and make sure kim knocks her head on the wall,
until she becomes unconscious.

and also, if i could just be me,
http://www.givesmehope.com/
http://www.fmylife.com/

have you ever wondered why we're us?
and why the world is so unfair to some people?
and why some people are just way too lucky?

btw,
i'm waiting for the time i'd be satisfied with my life.
even for a second i'd be happy. when will it be?
i have to stop comparing my life with others.
i have to remember that my life is made to be sad,
nothing to be happy about, just sad.
and does anything i say go into your head?
cause nothing seems to be in there.
i'm going back to being paranoid again.
i have to stop.
i'm hungry. i'm eating seaweed.
goodbye albi, stop being racist.

TODAY'S CHEEZY LINE:

Do you have a map? I just keep on getting lost in your eyes.

2009-07-12T19:38:00.005+08:00

Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good.
Be devoted to one another in brotherly love.
Honor one another above yourselves.
Romans 12:9-10

hello sunshine bear,
i had an awesome time on Friday,
beats any day in the week hands down.
saturday was alright.
went for dylan's birthday party.
his party is so huge. and he's only TWO.
makes me kinda sad cause i never had one.
oh yeah, i had ONE which i can remember.
cause that was the only party i had.
that's great isn't it.
i dont think this year is going to be different,
thanks to O levels.
today, today was good too.
the first half of the day, well not half.
only 4 hours of it was good.
went to st anthony's for mass with meh.
had lunch after that and that's it.
came home, math/physics/chinese tuition.
from 3-7pm. praise the lord.
i think i'm brain dead now,
and i dont want to speak anymore chinese.
tomorrow is my chinese o level oral.
gg.
lets just hope for the best yeah.
this week is going to suck so damn much.
i cant wait for Friday.
goodbye sunshine bear, dont stop shining will you?

TODAY'S CHEEZY LINE: (from M)

me: you tired go take a nap la.

M: i cant fall asleep with an angel watching.

2009-07-10T15:03:00.005+08:00

hello monsterrrrrr,
'what's that coming over the hill,
is it a monster? is it a monsterrrr?'
anyway, lessons today were horrid,
but time passed quite quickly. haha
thank God. and its FRIDAY! :D
i've had tuition almost everyday.
sigh, and its not stopping D:
i have math tuition tomorrow,
and sunday, CHINESE AND PHYSICS.
boooo o levels. alright, immout.
goodbye monster, please dont scare me.

TODAY'S CHEEZY LINE:

hey baby, did you get hurt when you fell from heaven?

2009-07-09T21:28:00.007+08:00

i heart my new phone :D

HEY THERE STRANGER!
yesterday as you can see, i had fun.
haha dont want to describe cause i'm too lazy too.
today was even better! (:
although i wasted my time in town.
but after that was fun!
tomorrow is FRIDAY! :D
wooooo. alright, i shall go eat an orange.
goodbye stranger.

with much ♥.

TODAY'S CHEEZY LINE:
my love for you is like time, it never stops.

2009-07-08T23:29:00.002+08:00

KIMMIEEE,
Today was extreme fun ^^
Haha yeah i know i tagged on your tagboard alr but nvm!
I shall hack your blog, ONCE AGAIN heehee.
Okay, suzy just called! Heeheeeee
I'll blog another time :D
Love you!

♥, Jea

2009-07-07T15:50:00.004+08:00

Getting into Heaven is not about what you've done;

it's about what God's done.

HELLO LOVE,
i changed my blogskin yesterday cause i was bored,
wanted something(besides study) to do, so wtheck. haha
school today was alrighty. bio was just weird.
you know why, cause SUE CAME TO CLASS!
gosh, i'm very sure there is a camera in that bear. hmm..
i failed my first math test after 3 years. that's just great.
i have nothing to say about it. cause i dont want to.
recess was yummy. curry chicken noodle.
accounts test was.. lets just say that she wasted paper on me.
apparently i had homework but i dint do it. DUHH.
physics, dint understand hoot but i lisetened!
social studies was alright. she and her 'i'm gonna get nasty',
but she never really does anything that is 'nasty'. haha
english was dreadful =/ but time passed quite fast though.
left school, bought lunch(char kuay tiao) which was not filling.
i'm not hungry, but i'm not full. i hate this feeling. sigh.
oh we got our class photos today, finally.
i just realised my class is really, really small. haha
i have physics tuition tonight, wish me luck.
that means i'm gonna miss RED THREAD&FIGHTING SPIDERS!
booo tuition. but oh wells, just for 3.5 more months.
come on, you can do it. (who am i kidding huh?)
alright love, i shall go do something else now.
tata!

today's cheezy line: (X&Y ARE JUST LETTERS)
X: BABY, I'VE GOT 2 WORDS FOR YOU, I LOVE YOU.
Y: BUT THAT'S NOT 2 WORDS, ITS 3!
X: YES IT IS, BECAUSE YOU AND I ARE ONE.

2009-07-06T13:14:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna rip my hair out soon.

2009-07-06T11:21:00.007+08:00

hello alien.
i'm not in school because i have no lessons today. YAY.
its youth day! and i got a message in the morning saying,

"HAPPY YOUTH DAY! eccl 11:9 'enjoy your youth while you're still young but always remember that your creator is watching."

that message woke me up but its okay, i had to wake up.
so anyway, last night was a good night for once.
J bought me a new stud for no reason, its nice! haha
M said i sound cuter when i said 'beeeeee.'
i got to watch WALL-E on disney without mum making noise.
i did one (supposedly two) hours of work before dinner.
i had pizza for dinner. four slices+campbell soup, YUMYUM.
for lunch, i felt like i was going to explode cause i ate too much.
i shall not talk about today cause its gonna suck. ~~because it already does.~~
first off, i have nothing to do besides study(which i obviously dont want to)
then i have no one to eat lunch with, so i'm probably not going to eat.
this day is already boring and its only 1130 in the morning.
and i have chinese tuition tonight which is going to make it suck even more.
and facebook is not letting me play games for some reason. sigh.
i dont want to talk about it. Praise God for the good night i had last night. Amen.
goodbye alien.
~~i feel like crying.~~

2009-07-05T15:09:00.006+08:00

HELLO. i think i have a fobia of the word 'study'.
everytime someone mentions that word, i feel like puking.
last night when lynn talked to me about midyears, i cried -.-
just now my dad was talking about studies, i lost my appitite.

anyway, thank you party last night started 2.5 hours late -.-
so some of us ended up taking about a million pictures with a mac.
had dinner, then P&W then award ceremony.
meh got the good shephards heart award. congrats babe.
but they spelt his name wrongly -.- so yeah, he became marius lim.
haahaha! so anyway, party ended at like 1030ish.
came home and waited for meh to call.
slept, woke up for church and cat class.
lunched at compass with mum&dad.
and i'm homeeeee! gonna study later.
sigh, study.

i wish i could squeeze you right now.

i wish i could shrink you and put you into my pocket so that i can take you out and look at you/hug you whenever i'm sad and so that you'll always be by my side.

i wish we could run away to somewhere far, where no one knows who we are and what's our purpose in life.

i wish we were young, when we dint know what trouble was.

i wish our world had no problems, cause those were happy days.

i wish i could see you right now so that i can play with your hair which you are NOT to cut just yet.

i wish i could read your mind, so i'll know what you're thinking of.

i wish you were here.

2009-07-03T15:28:00.003+08:00

FRIDAY I'M IN LOVE (:
one pair of candy lips and your bubblegum tongue.

2009-07-02T16:30:00.002+08:00

CLIFTON TAN JIA QING, YOU'RE NUTS. HAHA!

anyway, when he talked to me just now,
i remembered how much i miss so many ppl. haha
for example, this nutcase here.
like..

clifton tan [tan!]
celine mok [mok!]
daryl ong [HB+tonight]
ying xin [spongebob]
tan chng kiat [CHNG!]
ayleen teo [BFF]
gerald tan [BFF]
danial afiq [sunshine]
gerard tan [goldfish]
timothy tan [momok]
choonfah [girlgirl]
weizhe [PIG!]
elizabeth wong [mc]
abigail foo [mc]
joseph [mc]
felix [mc]
dillion [mc]
brendan [mc]
acelyn [same same]
alexander [bitch]
chenbin [rawrrrr]
justin [chicken!]
marc [brudder]
simeon [is army killing you?]
TH [superman]

2009-07-02T15:39:00.002+08:00

finally blogger is working.
i hate thunder and lightning.
i shall do art soon.
math test was difficult today ):
i hate chinese tuition later ):
boooo.

broken-secondhand serenade
In the moonlight
Your face it glows
Like a thousand diamonds
I suppose
And your hair flows like
The ocean breeze
Not a million fights
Could make me hate you
You're invincible
Yeah, It's true
It's in your eyes
Where I find peace

2009-06-30T17:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY ONE MONTH BABE.

i've never concentrated so much in school in my life.
guess its time to start doing work and studying.
nobody said it would be this hard..

2009-06-29T15:52:00.002+08:00

hello, i had a great weekend (:

saturday was uber cool.
transformers wasnt bad.
got home at like 3:05am -.-

sunday morning woke up early.
dint go to SFX for mass/cat class.
went to st anthony's instead.
with marius and his family.
had lunch with the liew's at a nearby coffee shop.
then his parents sent larris to NP.
then sent us to stefan's house.
played BANG! and won! :D
first time. haha then talked to beatrice.
wanted to cry so much. cant believe it.
and i'm starting to panic already.
3.5 months to O levels.
anyway, went for dinner with them at J8.
had subway. then marius sent me home.
stayed a while and waited for my parents to come home.
then he left. overall, this weekend was great (:

today first day of term 3.
dint do much though. waste of time.
suppose to be studying now.
i shall. goodbye people (:

what this girl needs now,
is assurance.
if she can pass the normal level,
what is the ordinary level?

O LEVEL.

ordinary |ˈôrdnˌerē|
adjective
1 with no special or distinctive features; normal : he sets out to depict ordinary people | it was just an ordinary evening. See note at normal .
• uninteresting; commonplace : ordinary items of everyday wear.
2 (esp. of a judge or bishop) exercising authority by virtue of office and not by delegation.

N LEVEL.
normal |ˈnôrməl| |ˈnɔrməl| |ˈnɔːm(ə)l|
adjective
1 conforming to a standard; usual, typical, or expected : it's quite normal for puppies to bolt their food | normal working hours.
• (of a person) free from physical or mental disorders.
2 technical (of a line, ray, or other linear feature) intersecting a given line or surface at right angles.
3 Medicine (of a salt solution) containing the same salt concentration as the blood.
• dated Chemistry (of a solution) containing one gram-equivalent of solute per liter.
4 Geology denoting a fault or faulting in which a relative downward movement occurred in the strata situated on the upper side of the fault plane.

2009-06-27T12:18:00.003+08:00

imy gor.

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Till that day
Theres nothing else that I can do
And I just cant take it
I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But i can wait
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever...

2009-06-27T11:19:00.004+08:00

omgosh.
i'm so excited for today! :D
52 tickets booked at shaw lido for AMPLIFY!
TRANSFORMERS 2! omgomgomg. haha!

yesterday amplify was awesome too.
as expected, the flood of ppl came. haha
the after yiss flood.
so many ppl! quite scary. haha!

anyone wanna have lunch with me?

2009-06-26T12:22:00.001+08:00

And today, JEA THE GREAT is overrrr :D

2009-06-26T11:51:00.004+08:00

♥

wednesday. AIRPORT! :D
thanks babe for following me there.
haha! cause i had nothing else to do,
or no where else to go. heh.
go all the way there just to walk,
and eat MACS. yes, MACS. haha!
but i had fun :D

thursday. ART+MOVIE. hah!
art was horrid, left school after lunch.
haha! went home to bathe,
and went to meh's house.
poor boy burned himself while cooking.
becareful kay!
so movie with godma/god brother.
GHOST OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST.
wasnt a bad movie.
all players should go watch. haha
and learn to treasure your girlfriend.
:D

friday, today. AMPLIFY! :D
soon soon soon!

REST IN PEACE, MICHAEL JACKSON!

2009-06-23T18:12:00.009+08:00

i hate art i hate art i hate art.
i cant wait for tomorrow to make it all better.
cause I'M NOT GOING FOR ART.
and i'll be seeing mehmeh (:

THANK YOU,

Phyllis my dear facil from last year.

cause last nights convo was very assuring.

and if not for you, i think i would have exploded already.

and somehow you just know when to talk to me

and about what. haha God is amazing :D

and i am so happy for you and K!

i read your blog and went 'awwww!'

seriously. hahaha! ILY TOO!

the sweetest message i've got in a long time, and its in CAPS:

I LOVE U SO MUCH WITH ALL MY HEART :D

♥marius

2009-06-22T13:25:00.002+08:00

THINGS TO DO/NOT TO DO:

stop thinking. about nonsense.
A.S.A.P, always always.
study (yeah, as if)
stop getting pissed/annoyed.
love something/someone right for once.
show mum & dad my report book.
get out of my house & run/better still, run away.
do the right thing (if i know what it is, but i dont)
i need to SCREAM.
think of a reason to be pissed/annoyed.
i need to eat. i should. shouldn't i?

love,
Kimberly Felicity Chng.

2009-06-22T13:04:00.008+08:00

and i know my God saved the day.

i'm so freakin pissed and annoyed at everything now.
especially with myself.
goodness, i feel like shooting myself.
looks like P was right about my issues thing.
i cant keep saying i'm fine when i'm not.
so, I'M NOT FINE.
but what can i do about it?
get over it?
i dont even know what to get over.
i shall blog at lj now.
goodbye.

and i just realised,
the only 2 ppl i will not get annoyed with,
is jea and meh.

thanks for calling meh (:
ily.

I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS.

2009-06-21T21:59:00.002+08:00

I'M BACK I'M BACK I'M BACK! :D

omgosh, i'm RESCUED BY LOVE.
like TTM! :D had an awesome time!
i miss mehmeh though.
although we were in the same campus for 5 days.
hahaha! dint get to talk much =/
here and there, that's it. haha!
kay, i got so many things to say.
but too much to type here. haha!
i love YISS!
i love AMPLIFY!
i love VIRO team!
i love GOD!
PRAISE GOD!
wooooo!

i want to thank the VIRO TEAM the most.
cause they made YI so much fun (:
especially with SHAUN KOH as viro head.
gosh, hahaha i love you all ttm! :D

ps steph,
i got my sexy man voice back.
hahaha! :D

2009-06-21T10:48:00.002+08:00

HULLOHULLOHULLO ^^
Who's coming back today, who's coming back today!
Hahahaha so eggggcited :D

HELLOMELLO.

2009-06-17T00:27:00.003+08:00

KIMMIEEEEE!
Aww you're going to YISS one day earlier >:(
Then you've art everyday for sooo long.
So unfair, won't be hanging out with you much!
BUT BUT BUT we still have that stayover plan rmb? :D
Mustn't forget okay okay okay (:
Yayyy i'm so egggycited for it!
Help me say hi to IGGYDIGGY even though you're not reading this hahahah
~~Don't~~ hankypanky huhhhh :D

Have fun and i'll miss youuuuuu ):
ILYTTM.
♥ Jea

ps. hope your ah ma's fine (:

2009-06-15T13:36:00.002+08:00

Knowing the truth is NOTHING,

Awareness of the truth is SOMETHING,

Living the truth is EVERYTHING.

~~is he over A?~~
i think that's why i couldnt sleep.

2009-06-14T11:51:00.002+08:00

RAWR! busy busy busy.
meetings almost everyday.
at csc almost everyday,
but i'm loving it! :D
hahahah

3 DAYS TO YISS!

!#$@~^&*()_+~

2009-06-10T11:39:00.001+08:00

8 DAYS TO YISS.

hohohooooo :D

2009-06-10T10:55:00.003+08:00

You need both blessings and difficulties,

because one without the other is neither.

as the whole family gather
we gather in two seperate groups
adults. and the little ones, us.
questions are thrown around
what's happening?
what's wrong?
is she alright?
how's she?
HOW'D WE KNOW.
WE CAN GO IN THE F. ROOM.
stupid m.f. name list
screw hospitals
doc says she may go anytime
and we dont get to see her
THAT'S GREAT

the little ones,
we know the adults are not telling us
not telling us stuff they know
so all we do is make wild guesses
we sit in a circle on my bedroom floor.
'its up to her now'
'she's in charge'
'she needs the will'
'she can do it'

BUT

she's suffering
maybe its better if she goes
at least she wont suffer
are we being selfish?
for wanting her to stay
and suffer here?
this world is a torture
i dont know what to think
i dont want to think
its up to her, and God.

2009-06-08T14:30:00.002+08:00

Youth In the Spirit Seminar 2009: Rescued by Love

Jesus knows exactly what you’re going through.
Call on Him and He will come running to rescue you.

Amplify Ministry invites all youths and young adults to the 21st Amplify Youth in the Spirit Seminar. This invigorating experience has been a defining moment in the lives of many young people. The YISS is a 4-day stay-in retreat where, through reverent worship, insightful talks and introspective sharings, many young people have had a real experience with the Living God and renewed their lives in Him. So, if you are searching for an experience that will recharge your faith and change the life that you are living,
come join us!

18-21 June 2009

Catholic Spirituality Centre,
1261 Upper Serangoon Road.

“Even if I go through the deepest darkness, I will not be afraid, Lord, for you are with me.” {Psalms 23:4}

For more details, go to www.amplifyministry.com

or leave a tag on my tag board! :D

2009-06-08T12:35:00.004+08:00

i dint know i dint blog for so many days.
haha! oops. been busy. busy? busy.

so.. mum&dad found out about marius.
cousin told on me -.- but whatever luh. haha

friday.
meh came over to watch red thread.
recorded.
cause thursday we went home late,
and missed it -.- but i recorded! :D
then went to town for Amplify! CANA!
grandma went to the hospital again.
dad dint even tell me.
had to find out through cousins.
wtf.

saturday.
lame cip at jurong superbowl.
left way before we were suppose to.
but we dint really care. haha
met meh and lynn near CANA.
had dinner. they ate, i dint.
then went to SGH to see grandma,
but we cant go in. wtf ttm.
meh came for dinner with my family.
had to eat again. so fat already. haha!
sorry you poor boy, my dad's a little wacky.
question here question there -.-

sunday.
met meh for mass at SFX.
church was really quiet for some reason.
so weird. haha met some ppl.
went to hougang mall,
got his lunch and off to punggol park.
met the viro team for meeting.
thank God it wasnt at the park.
so freakin hot, so went to Amplify room!
had meeting there. wasnt really meeting.
but had an awesome time with them.
off to vivo for High Tea.
celebration for 3 birthdays.
then went to WOODLANDS.
hahahaha WOODLANDS.
for dinner with meh and his mum.
then blah blah blah.
and came home.

overall, i had an awesome time these few days.
thank you Amplifiers♥

10 DAYS TO YISS.

i cant contain it,

i need to scream.

2009-06-04T22:33:00.001+08:00

IRRITATING.
dont read my blog if you're gonna comment.
fu.

2009-06-04T21:14:00.001+08:00

MONSTERS VS ALIENS!
♥

good show, good show (:
tomorrow is FRIDAY!
Amplify is at CANA!
woooo. omg so excited.
13 more days to YISS!
:D

2009-06-02T16:57:00.004+08:00

school is horrid.
now one period is 50mins.
FIFTY! D:
its so hard to get through the day now.
but thank God there was no art today.
=/

ANISA: have you told your parents your results?
KIM: NO! if i do, they'll lock me up in a dungeon, i never knew i had.
ANISA: HAHAHAH!

15 DAYS TO YISS!

i cant wait, cant wait!

2009-06-01T19:16:00.001+08:00

i had fun in WOODLANDS
with meh today. haha! :D

chinese paper was, . . .
just hope i can pass =/

16 days to YISS!♥

cant wait to spend

5 whole days with meh (:

2009-05-31T21:25:00.002+08:00

o level chinese tomorrow.
gg ttm. fml.
i havent slept in 2 days.
maybe only an hour.
i cant seem to sleep.
insomnia ttm. pfft.

somehow.
somehow.

2009-05-30T21:43:00.000+08:00

i havent told my parents my resultssssss!
dont dare to. hahaha!

ily meh♥
wish i was there right now.

2009-05-29T13:50:00.001+08:00

kim is screwed beyond screwed.
four F9's wont do.
her parents are going to lock her up.
goodbye people.

mimi is blessed,

to be in IJ♥

All for you ♥

2009-05-29T10:40:00.001+08:00

YESS KIMMIE YOU DON'T HAVE TB! :D
LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUU

♥ Jeaaaa

2009-05-28T20:57:00.000+08:00

SHUT UP

and put your money where your mouth is.

hahaha!

13 hours till TB check up.
oh no.

2009-05-27T17:41:00.003+08:00

MIMI IS DYING.
will it make a difference?
.
.
.
.

i think i'm better off in his mind.

Dear Jesus,

if like was fair, the bump would be gone.
but life isnt fair. so its still there.

Amen.

2009-05-26T21:39:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 25TH ANNIVERSARY
MUM & DAD.

Dear Jesus,

i pray,
that you will make the
huge red bump
on my arm go away.

Amen.

2009-05-25T22:04:00.003+08:00

i miss my brother.

kimberly C♥ says:
HOW WAS CHURCH?
:: indulgence ♥ tcc` :: says:
hahahaa
90% of the church all above 60 years old
we're like the youngest family there
all ah peks and ah mas
kimberly C♥ says:
oh yeah, did you go for confession? haha
:: indulgence ♥ tcc` :: says:
lol, what you want me to tell the priest?
sorry for i've not been to church for 7 years
i don't wanna say like 10000000 times of the rosary,
besides, it's just bread!
kimberly C♥ says:
HAHAHA its not just bread!
its the body of christ! OMG

:: indulgence ♥ tcc` :: said:
idtentee
kimberly C♥ said:
HUH?
:: indulgence ♥ tcc` :: said:
kk i go bathe
kimberly C♥ said:
okay
:: indulgence ♥ tcc` :: said:
I D 1 0 T
kimberly C♥ said:
oh -.-
BYE!
hahah
:: indulgence ♥ tcc` :: said:
-.-
BYE

2009-05-25T17:46:00.002+08:00

you've got to let me go.

INJECTION,
POSTPONED -.-
i hate the suspense.

choonfah is out of the hospital.
ah ma is in the hospital,
and i cant visit her.
this is bad. this sucks.

MIMI :D

2009-05-24T09:57:00.001+08:00

testimony.
freaked.
injection, MONDAY.
freaks.

bf.

2009-05-22T14:50:00.002+08:00

IJ FIESTA! :D
bought badges that say,
'i'm not addicted to facebook'
rahahaha.

its friday again♥

choonfah,
the op will be fine.
you will be fine.
dont worry (:
the most,
i'll have a nose-less friend.
:D

2009-05-21T14:52:00.003+08:00

i'm glad i went to school.
i had fun (:
thank you IJ.

choonfah,
remember, GIG.
nothing's gonna happen.
dont worry (:

INJECTION TOMORROW

AGAIN FOR TB D:

HELP ):

2009-05-20T16:54:00.002+08:00

i never knew writing a testimony would be so hard =/
but i'm finished with it and i hope its fine. haha!
i'm scared for saturday now. CSC's mass.
so i cant watch the movie with you bestfr!
another timeeee then! ):

ps, THIS IS NOT GOLDIE.
SHE'S NOT THAT DUMB. HAHAHA!

2009-05-19T21:42:00.000+08:00

2 out of 7.
screwed.

i may never see light again.

2009-05-18T15:05:00.002+08:00

teehee, i love sunday.
malacca was cool stuff.
today was an interesting day at school.
kinda screwed midyears.
failed everything i got back today.
GEOG, ART, BIO, ACCOUNTS.
__

ps, bestfr,
i hope you're fine.
♥

choonfah,
GET OUT OF THE HOSPITAL!
TOLD YOU TO TAKE CARE!
-.-

2009-05-16T22:23:00.002+08:00

day two.

talking to brother online now :D
webcam ftw.

i wanna thank ppl for making my life better when my brother is not around, assuring that my house is not haunted/the bangla's wont sneak in to rape me/just being there to hear me cry and making me smile.

JEANETTE
MARIUS
STEFAN
JOEL
STEPHAINE
CHOONFAH
LYNN
LYDIA
JOSEPH
AND ALL THE OTHERS,
THANK YOU (:

jeanette: 'this is the story of a girl, who cried in the river and drowned the whole world. and while she looks so sad the whole of last night, i absolutely love her WHEN SHE SMILES <3'

dajie: 'aye you cry last night ah. dont miss him la. you can have his stuff'

annie: 'why you look so sad?'

choonfah: 'oh, why you look so sad. tears are in your eyes, come on and talk to me now. dont be ashamed to cry, let me see you through cause i've seen the dark side too.'

I'M GOING TO MALACCA TOMORROW!
SEE YOU ON MONDAY! (:

2009-05-15T15:23:00.000+08:00

day one.

2009-05-14T13:20:00.002+08:00

today's the day.
i cant imagine my life without you,
where you're in another country
not here, with us.
this morning i woke up early
and first thing that came to my mind,
its Thursday.
no.
why'd it come.
why.
today's the day.
i hate today.
when i woke up i told myself.
go back to sleep,
dont think about it. its stupid.
but i couldnt.
instead, tears started to fall.
my heart ached.
i dint want night to fall
cause by then, you'd be gone.
i laid in bed and a song came to my mind.

i can wait forever-simple plan
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

i tried not to think
about what life would be like
without you.

dint think it would be this hard.

thinking about it already makes me cry.

what more if you really left.

days we've spent fighting

spent watching tv together

i know we never did much together

but deep inside, i love you.

i know i cant do much about it

but i'll pray for you

every night.

have a safe trip there.

and i hope to see you soon.

i love you.

2009-05-12T21:49:00.000+08:00

THE SCREEN IS HUGE! :D
i have to turn my head just to look at the other end of the computer screen.
and my laptop, i dint even have to move my eyes! hahaha! cool shitzxz (:

2009-05-11T17:06:00.001+08:00

HAHA SCOTTY DOESN'T KNOW!
anyway, last day with my coco laptop.
brother's gonna sell it tomorrow.
gonna use his computer.
which is way way better than this. haha!
yay (:

damn physics and art.
):

2009-05-10T23:35:00.000+08:00

i had fun with bestfr today :D

2009-05-09T17:12:00.002+08:00

about the things that mattered
about the things that made us feel alive
about what was left unsaid, undone
if you could take me along
to where you want to go
be sure you're not alone
i'll stick to my promise.
remember?
"double promise forever and ever, amen"
for where you want to go
is not a place you want to be alone
that's why i'm with you
even though it is hell

so i've heard
"even bats love despite their blindness"
who're we to love
who're we to think we love
we see different people everyday
what do we look for
looks? figure? eyes?
what
do those matter?
what matters comes from the inside
inside, way deep inside
"be still, i am here"
are you? really?

2009-05-09T15:43:00.002+08:00

if you have nothing to hide,
we have nothing to lose.

at least i know when i go to hell,
bestfr will be there with me. haha!
remember not to leave me here.

2009-05-08T10:44:00.002+08:00

first paper i may ever pass. hah!
stupid diarrhea is back -.-

daughters-john mayer
So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Boys, you can break
You find out how much they can take
Boys will be strong
And boys soldier on
But boys would be gone without warmth from
A woman's good, good heart

On behalf of every man
looking out for every girl
You are the guide and the weight of her world

2009-05-07T20:47:00.002+08:00

i dont want to know that you know.

tomorrow tomorrow is friday! :D
biology paper in the morning.
8-9am. yes, tell me about it. haha!
accounts FTW TTM. haha!
dont wanna talk about it. sigh.

tomorrow:
-biology paper.
-home for branch?
-slack a little.
-bathe.
-leave house by 415.
-couzzie's place.
-meet bff for dinner, 630.
-amplify!
-supper at kpt.
-bro fetch me from kpt.
-off to airport.
-pick daddy up, midnight flight.
-home.

2009-05-06T13:55:00.002+08:00

8 people with TB and counting.
my hands are cold.

The Pastor's Ass

The pastor entered his donkey in a race and it won.

The pastor was so pleased with the donkey
that he entered it in the race
again, and it won again.

The local paper read:
PASTOR'S ASS OUT FRONT.

The Bishop was so upset with this kind of
publicity that he ordered
the pastor not to enter the donkey in another race.

The next day, the local paper headline read:
BISHOP SCRATCHES PASTOR'S ASS.

This was too much for the bishop, so he
ordered the pastor to get rid of the donkey.

The pastor decided to give it to a nun in a nearby convent.

The local paper, hearing of the news, posted
the following headline the next day:
NUN HAS BEST ASS IN TOWN.

The bishop fainted.
He informed the nun that she would have to
get rid of the donkey, so she
sold it to a farmer for $10

The next day the paper read:
NUN SELLS ASS FOR $10.

This was too much for the bishop,
so he ordered the nun to buy back the
donkey and lead it to the plains where it could run wild.

The next day the headlines read:
NUN ANNOUNCES HER ASS IS WILD AND FREE.

The bishop was buried the next day.

The moral of the story is . . being
concerned about public opinion
can bring you much grief and misery . .

2009-05-05T21:38:00.003+08:00

i have nothing to say.
HAHAHA!

Life is short
Break the rules
forgive quickly
kiss passionately, love truly
laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
no matter how strange life is
Life is not always the party we expected to be
but as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful.

2009-05-04T20:42:00.002+08:00

till the last petal falls,
the stalk will be with me.

my dear friend,
please dont go to school tomorrow.
2 days mc is for a reason.

2009-05-04T14:10:00.004+08:00

my dad is super retarded. haha!

7 people with TB and counting.
i/we'll stand by you (:

screwed for mid years!
math paper today.
dint have time to finish.
i wrote so fast i started shaking.
so did my table. haha!
i was like,
CALM DOWN CALM DOWN!
but anyhoo, screwed. haha!
no paper, no school tomorrow (:
yay.
ps, my nose is peeling -.-

10 MORE DAYS )':
its not gonna be the same without you.

FLIGHT OF THE CONCHORDS FTW!

2009-05-02T11:45:00.000+08:00

I HAD THE MOST FUN IN FOREVER YESTERDAY.
thank you amplify (:

OB.

2009-04-30T22:37:00.001+08:00

thanks (:
wahahaha.

oh i cant wait for tomorrow!

2009-04-27T18:05:00.005+08:00

looks like you're doing fine.
that's good.

hate monday.
cme we had some 'P&W' thing.
was suppose to feel good
cause it was done by my friends,
but no.
dint feel anything.
songs they sang were my favs
but still, nothing.
3 periods of math.
first time i failed a test.
graphs. F.
during math had TB check up.
no bump, good sign.
guess what.
we need to re-test just to confirm.
fuck.
started crying.
re-test end of may.
i hope i die by then.
weizhe had to make it all better by saying
'my friend just got his arm bone poked by an injection last week'
great.
pe was nothing much.
recess.
after recess my stomach was just screaming.
ran to the toilet,
diarrhea. great.
went for chinese, slept.
woke up, stomach screaming.
ranto the toilet.
diarrhea.
guess what.
no one to complain to.
great, just great.
art had to hand in 5 boards.
i only had 4 but who cares.
collected question paper for mid years
f-ing difficult.
but whattheheck.
nothing to lose since i ain't gonna pass.
messaged dad to pick me up from school
in case i had to shit on the bus,
and actually did.
while buying lunch,
i had to shit.
jumped back in the car
and i was shivering.
stomach was freakin pain.
got home, threw my stuff on the floor
and ran to the toilet.
diarrhea.
this cannot get any worst.
laid on my bed cause i dint want to move.
fell asleep.
was suppose to do art.
woke up at 545,
shaun messaged me to pray.
. . .
took a shower.
i still have not prayed.
first thing i came online,
tan talked to me.
broke up with _.
quite sad cause they were together quite long.
what a stupid reason she gave.
but guess what,
life's a bitch.
tan, give her time.
she'll be talking to you in no time.
i hope.
i'll be here if you need a friend.
cause i'd be here, till the end.
cliche much, but wtheck.
so the misery starts today.
tomorrow wont be better.
and i found out if i dint sleep at night,
i'd be more awake in the morning.
i shant sleep at night anymore.
~~good~~bye.
ps, last night i had a horrible night.

something that made me laugh.
weizhe just messaged me saying:
'omg can you believe it.
someone in camp actually shit all over a cubicle,
then slipped and fell on it
and got sent to the hospital HAHA'

and this,
it's a big big city says:
bad days are not supposed to come often!
ARGH
life is SO FUCKED UP.
sorry ah
im DAMN PISSED!

and the day just gets better. haha!
dont worry, SHE wont see it. HAHA!
Howie- says:
I LOVE PEOPLE NAMED KIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EXCEPT FOR ONE!!
AND HER SURNAME IS CHNG!!!
HAHAHAH
you wanna know why?
haha
QUICK QUICK ASK ME!!!
kimberly C♥ says:
WHY
Howie- says:
CAUSE I LOVE HER MORE!!!
HAHHAHAHA

2009-04-26T22:37:00.002+08:00

like blood shot eyes,
they don't lie.

din't think i'd miss you this much.
i was wrong.
again.
i just realised
there was never a day
where i stopped thinking about you.
since december 2007.
yup, its been one and a half years.
and seeing you that day dint help at all.
at all.
and with whatever shit is happening now,
makes it even worst.
at least i don't see you in church anymore.
help.

2009-04-25T19:24:00.001+08:00

nobody said it would be this hard..

SCREWED
FOR
MID
YEARS
:D

2009-04-23T21:50:00.002+08:00

~~no, you don't even know me.~~
well enough to ask that question.

¬Steve says:
hehee
KIMMIE = NICE-IE
finally someone/thing to cheer me up.

2009-04-22T15:38:00.005+08:00

i havent spoken to you in one and a half years.
seeing you doesnt make a difference.
i'm still not speaking to you.

NINE WORDS WOMEN USE
(1) Fine:This is the word women use to end an argument when they think they are right and you need to shut up.

(2) Five Minutes:If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

(3) Nothing:This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

(4) Go Ahead:This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

(5) Loud Sigh:This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

(6) That's Okay:This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

(7) Thanks:A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome' . that will bring on a 'whatever').

(8) Whatever:Is a woman's way of saying F--YOU!

(9) Don't worry about it, I got it:Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to # 3.

HIHIHIHI

2009-04-21T22:08:00.003+08:00

heyhey dearest girlfieeee :D
heehee i so knew what you were thinking while walking your dog luhhh don't liee ;);)
anyway here's your really cuuuuute picture of yourself hahaha
i thought it was a small boy but don't you think we make a good pair?
(this time you can be the butch HAHA)

heehee so cute :D

2009-04-21T16:00:00.002+08:00

sleepless mondays.
~~superman ):~~

school.
rained in the morning.
yes! no assembly.
5/1, 5/2, 5/3.
called to ava room.
principle and vice principle.
what did we do this time?
turns out,
friday, injection.
cause we might have Tuberculosis.
FREAKS.
hate.injections.
what more, the results.
after recess,
my dear quek,
wanted to close the door,
to lock me out of class.
dint know i wasn't looking.
guess what.
i walked right into the edge.
hit it and fell backwards.
F! teared.
blue-black on my right cheek.
hurts like a bitch.
free cone day.
awesome stuff.
2 cones and its enough.
chocolate fudge & vanilla.
when i got my second,
someone tapped my shoulder.
turns.
took me a second to realise who it was.
when i did,
*OMFG.WTF.WHY.HIM.
gave an awkward smile.
F.
lost.
walked away.
messaged pig right away.
told me to talk to him.
he's crazy.
he's the last person i wanna talk to.
sigh.

2009-04-20T21:11:00.000+08:00

your smile takes my breath away
and leave me with nothing to say.
JKS FTW! (:

2009-04-19T21:48:00.002+08:00

GOLDIE IS THE BEST MEDICINE♥

ChoonFah says:
hello boy.
kimberly C♥ says:
hello girl!

2009-04-18T23:27:00.001+08:00

i'm really really really sorry.
you dont know how bad i feel.
ugh.
i'm trying not to give up,
but its getting harder and harder.
i really dont know what to do anymore.
help.me.Jesus.

2009-04-18T00:01:00.001+08:00

the last thing i'll do,
is to give up trying to help you.
i wont.
i never will.
but its difficult.
if you dont tell me what it is.