today's the day.
i cant imagine my life without you,
where you're in another country
not here, with us.
this morning i woke up early
and first thing that came to my mind,
its Thursday.
no.
why'd it come.
why.
today's the day.
i hate today.
when i woke up i told myself.
go back to sleep,
dont think about it. its stupid.
but i couldnt.
instead, tears started to fall.
my heart ached.
i dint want night to fall
cause by then, you'd be gone.
i laid in bed and a song came to my mind.

i can wait forever-simple plan
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

i tried not to think
about what life would be like
without you.

dint think it would be this hard.

thinking about it already makes me cry.

what more if you really left.

days we've spent fighting

spent watching tv together

i know we never did much together

but deep inside, i love you.

i know i cant do much about it

but i'll pray for you

every night.

have a safe trip there.

and i hope to see you soon.

i love you.